Waking from Drunkenness on a Spring Day ♥

2/16/2016

Photographer: Nolberto Gómez
Dress/Vestido: Bershka
Heels/Zapatos: Pull & Bear
Watch/Reloj: Guess Watches   
 
A couple weeks ago I was talking with a friend and I told him how I felt, I was highly depressed and most people won't understand, but he said the wrong thing "But you seem happy", my response? You truly don't know depression at all. You have your ups and downs. Depression is not crying all day nor being sad or being locked in your room away from the world. Depression is worse than that and it's so hard. You go out and you'll smile most of the times. You'll cry when no one can see you. Those things that make you happy now won't. You feel tired, you prefer to sleep rather than to face things and every single thing makes you feel worse. There are moments when you get really desperate because you know you shouldn't be like that, it's pointless, you're wasting your life because there are so many good things about it and you're usually cheerful and thankful about life. But there are certain moments you just don't know what to do and you question everything and you're happy but you want so much more (Not talking about money here): You want a change, you want direction, you want a purpose. It's really complicated. At the end he was speechless and all he said was "That was a beautiful and equally sad description."

I have depression, I am NOT depression.

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10 comentarios

  1. Hola guapa, me encanta el vestido y las fotos.
    gracias por tu visita al blog y seguirme de vuelta :)
    Besotes
    www.travelera.es

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  2. Que guapa estás!
    las fotos son una pasada,
    Emma
    www.emmalovesfashion.com

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  3. Me encanta lo femenino del vestido, estas guapisima!!
    un beso...


    Zapatos Rojos

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  4. Hey girl, great post! Love it!

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  5. Very pretty pictures!
    I am wishing you a most wonderful weekend : )
    Xx
    Larissa
    cenestquedelachance.blogspot.de

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  6. I like these pics.. love that dress :)
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    Love
    Akanksha

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  7. Great post!!! Las fotos son muy buenas y me encanta el vestido!! Estas muy guapa:)
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    New post up on my blog

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  8. Great post!!! Las fotos son muy buenas y me encanta el vestido!! Estas muy guapa:)
    http://noelstyleblogger.blogspot.con
    New post up on my blog

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